A Cure For The Curse
Sunshine
As you crawled from the sea and flowed through my hair
ELEGY
Scattered Diamonds (2007 - 2009)

1. You Get Carried Away
2. City Halls
3. No Winter
4. Seeing Stars
5. A Little respect (Erasure)
6. Hopeless, Not Serious
7. Waiting To Fly
8. Girls Night
9. House Fire
10. (Devil) Beyond The Sea
11. Romans
12. Follow Me Around
13. At The Bottom/Untitled Ballad
14. Seasons To Ghosts
15. Excuse Me For Not Dying
NOTES:
1. You Get Carried Away: I started writing this song in the winter of 2008 - January, I believe. I had the basic chord progression and chorus, but shelved it because I couldn't find a suitable bridge. Well, it still doesn't have one, so I guess it's not meant to. I finally recorded it about a month ago.
2. City Halls: This is one of the oldest songs in the bunch. I wrote and recorded it at the very early stages of planning the 'A Secret Conspiracy Against The Blues' record. I actually wanted to have Scott lay down some additional vocals and include it on the record, as a sort of companion piece to 'Vulture Politics'. For some reason or another, it never happened, and the song never made it on the record. A shame.
3. No Winter: This is an instrumental I wrote and recorded right after my move to Tel Aviv. I was overjoyed by the sunshine and the thought of cheating winter. I left New York in August so I would finally have an entire year without winter. I recorded most of the tracks in a cafe near my apartment. Although the song is meant to be a celebration of the sun, it has a very cold, distant winter-y sound. I think I was letting go of some ghosts that were clutching pretty fiercely; trying to kill an old state of mind. I guess I still do that with my songs.
4. Seeing Stars: This song came about pretty quickly, because the melody is probably stolen. This is my attempt at writing a traditional, ageless love song. I really like it and I plan to re-record it someday soon. It got its start as an improvised little bit at the end of another song, but it quickly demanded more serious attention. I gave it some. It was originally called 'Hymn For Her', but I settled on its current name after listening to an evening's worth of Django Reinhardt. Additional Vocals: Valentina Meytina.
5. A Little Respect: This is an Erasure song. Always been one of my favorites. Tina and I had a bit of fun with this one. I confess: I sped up the recording a bit. Additional Vocals: Valentina Meytina.
6. Hopeless, Not Serious: This instrumental was supposed to have words. I planned on finishing it and including it on the 'A Secret Conspiracy Against The Blues' record. I remember recording this at Scholes Street, using Scott's keyboard. It was meant to be a tiny ode to Heath Ledger. I heard the phrase "the situation is hopeless, not serious" in a fantastic Billy Wilder film and it stuck like glue. I felt it was an appropriate title to honor the passing of 'The Joker'.
7. Waiting To Fly: This is one of my favorites. It was written and recorded in an hour. That type of magic rarely happens to me, so when it does I cherish it greatly. This song is 100% inspired by Neil Young's 'Expecting To Fly'. I really, really love that song... and the recording. I guess I had it stuck in my head that I wanted to record my interpretation of that song. Additional Vocals: Valentina Meytina.
8. Girls Night: This is a sound experiment. The title says it all. Some girls were over and I was on the balcony recording them. I treated the voices on the spot while adding some affected piano. I made a tweak here and there, and this is what became of it. I didn't tell them I was recording, so as to not spoil the fun.
9. House Fire: This song came about pretty quickly. Upon arriving to Israel, I decided to abandon my old perfectionist recording style and embrace swiftness and inaccuracy. I found a chord progression I liked and this song was born. I think it carries homesickness somewhere within - no, I'm certain it does. I tried to do a version with Tina singing, but for some reason it just didn't work out.
10. (Devil) Beyond The Sea: This one also came in a flash. I had been wanting to write a song based upon what I call a 'prom night chord progression'. Finally, it happened. I planned to record a slow, quiet version of this, but once I hit record, things changed. Every track was recorded in 1 take. This was the quickest song I've ever committed to tape and I like it quite a bit.
11. Romans: I can't exactly remember the origin of this song, but I think it was Scholes Street. I was playing with the verses and chorus, but had no real structure. I vividly recall riding the L Train and piecing the song together. By the time I arrived in Brooklyn and picked up my guitar, it was done. Thomas helped with the 'oh oh oh' intro melody. I think this song drove him especially nuts.
12. Follow Me Around: This is the newest song to date. It came together quite nicely and I really like it. Has a jazzy type feel and I enjoy the way the chords fit together. This song could benefit from a loud, raucous rendition. It was originally titled 'Night Swarm'.
13. At The Bottom/Untitled Ballad: Dunno about this one. I guess it's my club song. I barely remember this one being built. I like Tina's Tarzan-like vocals. The 'Untitled Ballad' ended up being reconstructed and called 'Seeing Stars'. I'm quite aware that the lyrics are nonsense and that my voice is off, but it came about completely spontaneously, and there's charm in that. A germ of an idea appeared and I followed it. I'm glad I have a snapshot of the embryo, so to speak. Additional Vocals: Valentina Meytina.
14. Seasons To Ghosts: This is one of my favorites and it dates back to early 2007, if not sometime in 2006. Largely inspired by John Lennon. I've been trying to capture a 'ghost folk' sound for a while, and this song is a good example. It's got lots of breathing room, it's pretty, it's haunting and not quite there. I hope to re-record this with a bigger arrangement someday. Additional Vocals: Valentina Meytina.
15. Excuse Me For Not Dying: A song about how difficult it is to let go of something... even if that thing is killing you. Kinda of a menacing nostalgia, if you will.
Follow Me Around

Untitled
You wanted the quiet life
You got a job
& found a wife
Threw your hands in the air
You wanted a better plan
You got wrecked
& sun-tanned
Left the old house crumbling beneath crooked wood
Is it too much to ask for this one last dance?
Is it too late to dream about sleeping alone?
I know, I know
I should’ve known, I should’ve known
That my mind is made up of troubled, little songs
When you wanted a blackout
All you got was a black eye
When you wanted a garden
All you got was a plague
When you wanted to stop wanting
Your fears came out hunting
And trapped you beneath the weight of the word
Is it too much to ask to have the last laugh
When my bones are not funny and the joke has grown old
Is it too late to try and make it worthwhile
When I know what I know
Just because I was told
You are a fault line
A walking calamity
A slack surgeon’s hand
Unguided by destiny
You are a smoker’s breath
Chained to a habit
Tied to a fence
Pulled apart by two carrots
You are a quitter
A coward, a thief
A liar, a lunatic
And all in-between
You are a cursed glance straight into the sun
& my mind is made up of troubled, little songs
Day for Night
Foreign Capitols
[For The Quiet Life]

Lover, are you going to leave me high
For the Quiet Life?
Another takes me back to where I was
In the Quiet Life
All of these Sharks circling my sea
This city wasn't built for speed
Towers to the sky for miles & miles
Baby, you're alive so well
All of these Sharks armed heavily to the teeth
The city won't sleep & so you won't let me
Build towers to the sky for miles around
You're not alive & well
(When you say that you're sorry, honey don't you blink an eye)
The aging collapse of futures & pasts
Has placed our love into cold winter hands
Still I want you to know
That I want you to know
I want you to know
How I want you to fall into me
We were married in a fever of a dream
We were married in a fever
The snow will come soon
I will come to
The nights will consume
Spring will come too
The seasons bloom for you
So I will bloom too
The seasons bloom for you
Don't make me a loss
I know which way the $$ goes
I know which way the body folds
I know every way you're taking me
I know how things will always seem
(All rise)
As the $$ spends your life
(All rise)
As the $$ lets you down
(All rise)
As the $$ digs your grave
(All rise)
As the $$ never saves
I know which bed is safe to tame
I know which lie could bring the end
I know where the $$ spends
I know every thought that's in your head
We dream of foreign cities
Then we dream of walking away
No, I didn't see it coming
Sunday's just another day
The armies have armed & gathered
Now we just wait patiently
You're not the one I'm after
The one I'm after is after me
In dreams they watch us slip into sleep
Surveillance on & cutting in deep
There is no hope
There is no dream
The careful eye sees everything
I can't call this dreaming so I guess we're awake
I can't say it's real so I guess that it's fake
I can't call it freedom so I guess that it's death
I can't fall asleep in a prisoner's bed
Goodbye & goodnight they've captured our lives
The Devils will roam & the Angels will hide
As memories fade into morning light
I wake up from a sleepless night
Antique Tongue
The Quiet Life
Sharks II
The Past Is Just That
Like A Hurricane
Bugs
The New Twilight
White Sheets
Sharks
Where The Money Spends
Witch Politics?
The Panoptic Nightmare
All songs written, performed, recorded, arranged & produced by David Berkovits except "Like a Hurricane" written by Neil Young.
(Recorded in 2007)






